As alot of you already know my boyfriend and i broke up 2 days ago. I loved him with all my heart. Like i gave him my everything! I was the keeper of his heart and he was mine. I protected his and he dropped mine on the floor.
Love is the most beautiful thing anyone can expirence. Even though when it end it is the worst keeping you could ever keel in your life. I want to turn this expirence with him into a posstive ending and nto something neggitive even though thats hard to see atm.
I preach so much that dont let love blind your eyes but this time i let it do just that. he could do what ever he wanted and hurt me but i would find some way to forget him. Like he forgot my birthday and out 2 month like bahh. It really upset me but i was like what ev i love him.
I really wish now that i ended things but really relationship and heart breaks are ment to be gone threw cuz we need to learn from them. Like i say every love and every heart break to follow is just one missing piece of my ehart closer to findimg my true love.
I really wish things worked out. He was a really nice guy but when you go threw break ups, you tend to see a different side of a person. He broke up with someone threw an email. If you are going to break up with someone freaking say it to tehre face. I think you own them that much. If your scared of hurting them, then why woudl you bhe in teh relationship in teh first place.
But he told me when i come back home on this exchange we could try things again but there is one thing you have to know about me. You only get one change with myles. You break his heart im nto letting you break it again. I hate when the only reason people date me is because im just a pretty face and tehy want sex.
Sex is not what a relationship is. Really in a relationship i like just holding someoen hands and going on dates more then haveing sex. Like dont get me wrong sex is fun and amazing and a beautiful exprience but i like the litte things more.
Bahhh each day that goes by i heal more and i guess thats a good thing.
i have to thank all my friend so much for being there for me. I love you guys so much. really i wouldent be teh stronge person i am with you all of you.
totally true.
people need to learn from breakups instead of gettin all mad and sad and stuff.
or gettin revenge.
it sucks when people do that.
luv ya. <3